the aftermath

Last night Ms P called us to see how we were doing. Apologizing over and over again. I assured her we were ok and are so grateful we weren't waiting months for our baby. Yesterday was emotional exhausting. I was in shock, excited, elated, disbelief, awe, and then disappointed, sad, vulnerable. Truly a wave of emotions in a very short time span. I am so thankful that mom changed her mind before we met her. That would have made things so much worse. At the same time I am sad I didn't get to meet her. She really sounded wonderful. I would have loved to have her in my life. It all happens for a reason.

Ms P told me they have already shown our book twice (once picked). And reassured me that she doesn't believe we will have a long wait at all. She then said that since she said that we will probably have to wait a year. hahha