Baby

I just went on our county website and I see the baby we were called on. He is so beautiful!!!! Now it makes it real and I really hope we are matched with him. Right next to him is a beautiful little boy that is a little bit younger than Pumpkin. I never wanted kids the same age (then I ended up with developmental twins) so we could end up having triplets. I can't decide if I want to send my homestudy in on him too? His homestudy is due in a week so maybe if we aren't matched with Little baby boy then I will consider triplet boy. I just don't know. Or should I just give faith to our private adoption process? This is stressful.